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Jul. 21st, 2007 | 07:00 pm
location: Mom's house
music: TV

Had two dreams last night, both kinda odd. I think I fell asleep thinking about Rachel, though I'm not sure why.
First dream was I was in my friend's house, staying there for a few weeks, I think, and her parents had a handful of other kids too. They were all this religion a lot like Rachel's and they were so very conservitive. The parents were talking about sending the kids to this camp where they would learn how they are 'supposed' to act and what they are supposed to do that falls under their religion. I was talking to the mother and trying to get her to see that they shouldn't go to this camp, but I couldn't talk the father out of it. So I decided to go to camp with the kids, so I could reverse some of the stuff they were going to be taught. On my way out the door, I overheard the mother talking to one of the smaller boys that wasn't going to camp and she was like quizzing him. She asked what the difference between going to the beach and something else and the little boy said, "Nothing." The mother prompted "unless..." and the boy said, "Unless you're the head male of the household." idk what that was about, but whatever. That's as far as that dream went.
The next dream was that something happened and Marik couldn't come visit me when he was supposed to, but I asked if he could still come, just later than he was supposed to. I almost had to beg him to come.
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Dreams

Jul. 20th, 2007 | 05:33 pm
mood: crazycrazy
music: Lemonade- Wheatus

The last two nights I had some really weird dreams...
The first one, idk exactly what it was, but me and Kailei were singing the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny song lol
And the night before I had a dream that I was babysitting for this single working mother of 5, and I would get there are like 3 am when she went to work, went to sleep in her bed, then woke up at 5 when the youngest would wake up and I took them to the park and stuff and I got paid like $8 an hour and I didn't go home until like 9
Odd, huh?
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Jun. 29th, 2007 | 10:58 am

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LCLA

Jun. 15th, 2007 | 02:29 am
location: Kailei's
mood: hornyhorny
music: nothing, yet

This is kinda for my own use, so this won't make sense to anyone but me, and maybe Kailei.
In November, I started a sketch of LCLA on my hip. Lasted pretty long. Can still see it faintly now, but just barely, and only if you know what you're looking for. So I started to go over it again tonight, but only got as far as the first L. I'll try to finish later, maybe tomorrow before work or something.
Kaje dkesa meh tou stal thing, dan Liea dolt miha Liea'n evah teh kithn touba teah. Trap fehl meh sawld lilredth, dan Liea sawld dalg de'h dkesa. Liea'mm letl miha nona, outhhg, dan Liea'mm letl miha teah't abceesu fehl siha guds dan krindgin.

Wehma evah eesht duh wenna yugs ama korw, thobo eneh tehma kabc. Heyt oklo ekil thbreros, heyt ream maned Deme dan Dabr. Dabr shea dinka tecu, u/r, tehb Deme shea lleray tecu. Dan heyt ream thobo libut dan Liea luodcnt pehl tehb kithn, 'Diea, wohla Liea twnodul nimd inebg duner un fehl meth...' kindle, Liea'evah stuj neebah ryev nrohy telayl, dan Dabr shea lleray toha... leka
Less than two weeks before Mama's here!!! And I get paid tomorrow, and soon I get to see my baby!!! I'm so happy!! So excited! lol
I've been kinda weird lately... like I've been thinking of ways I might use when I tell Marik I'm pregnant for the first time, or when we finally see each other, stuff like that lol I'm odd, I know, but I can't help what I think ^^ *kiss* Love you, baby
~Dame
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dreams and nightscapes

May. 4th, 2007 | 01:55 am
location: Kailei's
mood: tiredtired

Last night's dream was seriously FUCKED UP! My gods, I woke up and was like "Holy shit, what the hell was that about?!?"
Okay, so it pretty much started where I was in this indoor pool with Kai and Tasha. Tasha was on the other side and I called her name, but she motioned for me to shut up. I went over there and she told me to only call her Asha. (no clue why)anyway, then I was like in a poligamist (sp?) family and I was waiting for a man to come to get me, and I was going to marry him. Then it switched again and I was in this hotel lobby waiting for Marik to arrive at the hotel. I sat there for like hours when my cousin Bryan (Cindy's 4th) came along and we sat and talked for a while. Then this old guy walked in (balding, onld and wrinkly >< with a full beard and mustash that was like salt and pepper grey) and I looked up, saw it wasn't Marik, then kept talking to Bry. Then that old guy looked at me and got this big ole grin on his face and I remember thinking, "Oh shit... that's Marik." lol I know it sounds bad, but in my dream, this guy was like 40 years older than me! lol I told Marik and was like like "that is weird" then we got into talking about that we're gonna be old and I'll have saggy wrinkly boobs and he'll have wrinkly balls. lol it was fun
I helped Kailei pack some today, cuz she and Lance are moving into the house Dad and I were just at. It was kinda fun, but it's great cuz she's paying me lol I need the money bad, and she hates cleaning so was like, sure, np lol
I started talking to someone tonight that I haven't talked to in a long time. I got hurt a long while ago, and I guess I needed to patch things up. Even after years, it was still kinda sore, so talking to her made some things better, I guess. But I don't think we'll be talking again anytime soon. Just mostly because we both hurt each other bad. I think we at least started healing our old wounds.
And Marik, please don't ask who she was.... please? I'll tell you some day, but not yet... I love you, you know that, and I just need you to trust me right now... I promise I'll tell you some day reletively soon, but not yet. I love you... so damn much, baby...
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Dreams

Apr. 26th, 2007 | 03:06 pm
mood: confusedconfused

K, don't have much time, gotta go home and let the dogs out then go clean my sister's gross house >.>
So, I figured the crash dreams were 'warnings' of the two car crashes that happened in the past week that involoved people I don't know, but people who I know know. Does that make sense? K, I didn't know Lyle, but he died in one crash. Everyone else knew him, so the people I know (like at school n stuff) knew him. Second was Jason, I didn't know him, but he was Marik's friend, and he died in a car crash. So I figure it was two dreams of crashes and a total of two car crashes, so I think that's all it was.
I had feaky fucking dreams last night. Marik and I were fairies... yes, fairies. There was this tree waterfall thing (like a tree except where the leaves where supposed to be was a waterfall, looked cool) and like when we flew through it, it boosted us, so we could fly higher and faster, except the tree part was a nymph and when we flew through the waterfall, the nymph slapped us. o.o
Then I was like in this house in space that was held by like brackets and they came loose and all the people in the house and the house started falling. I looked out a window and I remember thinking "We're going to crash on Earth-that-was." (Earth-that-was was used in Firefly fyi for me.) Anyway, then this lil girl got us all to stop screaming and she said it would take all of us for us to shift to try to control where the house landed so like we'd shift right to make the house 'turn' right, etc. And we landed in like this mossy bog thingy.
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